These confessions will surely shock you. These are literally too much to handle.
1. chasetheworld
My father got me pregnant at 13. I miscarried after two months. I still can’t be alone in a room with him. I’m now 19.
2. jeaclaudevandriver
I occasionally pay hot girls to beat me up.
3. Bignaztea
Went to a strip club one night unwilling I add. It was my second time at one of these establishments also. It was a few days before payday. I was almost broke. Went with a bunch of people I didn’t know. Girls coming and going, giving me a table dance and flirting hard. The more I drank the more turned on I was. One girl come up and say 50$ gets you in the back with me. I go in the back and she instantly takes my pants off, throws a condom on me and we’re having sex. After everything is said and done she asks for more money, not saying anything about a charge before the fact. Next thing I know I’m in a chair in the main room with two bouncers and the manager saying they’re gonna break both my arms and throw me in jail if I didn’t get 300$ now. Out of all people I call my boss at the time. He shows up, pays the girl. Everything is settled and he ends up getting a dance. Very few people know this. I’ve yet to go back to another strip club nor want to. I was 21 at the time it happened. Just days before my 22nd b-day.
4. unknownreddit
After a night of drinking (with her) I had sex with my girlfriends Mother while she (daughter) was away at camp. I was 17, she was 38, married, and Mormon.
5. Xecutioner
I flunked out of university a few years ago. My parents don’t know this and through a careful web of lies and deceit I’ve managed to convince them that my grades were ok but that i just got tired of studying. I still feel guilty about it but I’d rather face their bewilderment at my decision than their disappointment at my failure.
6. throwaway9823479
I tried to strangle my mom once when I lost my temper. Ever since then, I’ve done everything I can to keep it in check. I was like 13 years old.
7. peelingfan
I like to peel the dead skin off the bottom of my feet (not to cause pain). I started keeping the bigger pieces in a small jar. When the jar filled up, I didn’t want to throw it out so I donated it. My skin is now in a glass jar on display at the Mutter Museum in Philadelphia. I sent a second jar over there too, as well as my favorite big pieces. As long as I keep filling them up, they’ll keep taking them. Jar is about one quarter full right now.
8. stopthebeep
I don’t think I’ve ever said this out loud before because it’s so damn weird and people might think I’m more screwed up than I really am, but I’ve always wanted to get into a car accident, like the type that gets you hospitalized and severely hurt. Whenever I drive, I just have this urge to drive straight into traffic or swerve into the opposite lane. People think I hate driving because I suck at it, but it’s really because I have this huge urge every time I’m alone in the car. It’s nagging. I’m in college now and I take the shuttle to school, so I haven’t been driving for a month or so, but whenever I’m in a car I still have that craving.
9. nakoi
I stole my step-father’s 9mm glock, made sure it was loaded, put it in my mouth, and pulled the trigger. Had no idea that he’d taken out the firing pin, in case one of us kids got a hold of it. My reason for doing it was his molestation of me from the time I was 14 to the time I was 17. I tried telling my mother, but she didn’t believe me. Said I needed to be institutionalized for saying such a horrible thing about such a good dad. So, I thought that she didn’t love me, he loved me in the wrong ways, and everyone at school hated me, so why the hell was I taking up air.I’m better now, but some mornings, I still hear him creeping up the stairs. I live in a completely different town, with a loving boyfriend, but it’s so damn difficult to just let go.
10. cupcupcupcupcupcup
Throwaway, obviously. I let my siblings molest me for 8 years, and I let my close friend feel me up for an hour for about $5 in change. I have never told my siblings I remember, but I know for a fact that they do. That’s it though.
11. offmychestttt
I was sexually abused by my father from age 8-15. We never actually had sex, and he was never aggressive, it just happened. He used to whisper “You feel so soft” into my ear. Now I’m 28…and I always date aggressive, controlling, possessive, violent men. I call them Daddy during sex. It creeps me out but during the moment I just can’t help myself. No boyfriend has ever complained, and if I’m lucky they’ll tell me I’m a good girl. It’s fucked up.
12. stuffinmybootyhole
I enjoy dildoing my butt and watching trans porn. I consider my self a straight male and do not want to do anything with a guy.
13. JahovasFitness
My cousin and I did it.
14. DarkKittyWarmKitty
When I was 18, I got suckered into being a legal adult for a Habitat for Humanity style summer camp. About ten hours of construction labor on a good day, and many were much longer. After a particularly long day and a death at a sister camp, the power went out at the church we stayed at. I got cornered in a stairwell by a guy that was much bigger than me, and pretty brutally raped. He had clearly done this before. What makes this so difficult was that he was slightly younger, only 17 at the time and as a legal adult, it was very clear that any kind of sexual contact with campers was forbidden. It had been explained early on that even the rumor of sexual action could be grounds for dismissal from camp, complete dismissal from the church, or even legal action due to an “elevated position of power”. As it stands, I’m afraid to mention this to the church for fear that they’ll try to have me arrested.
15. radj06
I basically killed my mom it was two days after my 16th birthday and I had a haircut appointment about half an hour away my mom picked me up after school and I wanted to drive. I feel asleep at the wheel and went off the road and hit a redwood. My mom died my little brother had to get his spine fused and lost about a third of his small intestine. I told everyone I don’t know what happened and the doctors said short term memory loss is usual in these kinds of accidents but I remember what happened I’ve just never been able to admit that it was all my fault.
16. need_my_amphetamines
Not proud, but it happened. I was involved in an all-male three-some. Just to see what it was like. Found out I was definitely straight.
17. qwertynipples
My dad used to eat me out when I was little, it started when I was 9. I had this robot book I really liked, he’d start reading it, and slowly tug on my pjs at a key point in the story until by the end of the book, I was waist-down naked. He’d make a little game of it, get me laughing, walking his fingers up my legs, and then tuck his head in. He never penetrated me with his dick though. It ended when I was 13, and he walked in on me eating out my bff/gf-to-be. We chatted about it after, awkwardly as could be expected. He said in a way, he was sort of glad I didn’t have a bf, cuz he didn’t know what he’d do if he found some other guy taking what he couldn’t have, or didn’t allow himself to have. He said he just wanted to make me happy, and now that I’d found someone else, that was okay. Ngl, I did sorta enjoy it. Then I went on to sleep with my friend’s dad when I was 15, and fucked my history teacher at his summer cottage. I work as an upscale escort now (although I do work elsewhere too), and have trouble viewing sex as anything but a gift of physical pleasure, not necessarily tied to love. I don’t know if that’s wholly tied to my experience as a kid.
18. mostlyrance
I’m male. I was raped by 3 boys when I was 10 No one else knows.
19. ystra
I tried to summon a demon once.
20. Tofubrain
I was 13 and me and a friend went to a graveyard. We noticed some fresh plots with merely placards in plastic sleeves (about 6 of them) in place of tombstones. I decided to switch them all up. To this very day I feel horrible about this. And I will for the rest of my life.
21. Visenya_Targaryen
I set my molesters house on fire.
22. throawaysecret123423
I contemplate suicide regularly. I don’t want to kill myself, but the thought is always lingering.
23. throwxxaway898
When I was 23 I hired a overweight tattooed hooker who was my age. over the last 5 years I’ve probably spent $4000-$6000 on whores. It wouldn’t be so bad if I made a lot of money but I don’t.
24. stillmorethrowaway
I’m married and have a young child. I’m a successful medical professional. However, I am completely anhedonic; I cannot and do not experience pleasure. Life is boring and I think about suicide every day. I’m not sad, I’m just bored. If I thought my son would grow up fine without me I would find a fun way to kill myself within the next 24 hours.
25. marchainstoopid
I’m a lesbian. This is this first time I’ve said it seeing as I have a boyfriend. edit: told my boyfriend. He knew.
26. Danger_Tits
I shit in a trash can one time during class. Fuck throwaways, no one will see this anyways.
Edit: oh god what have I done
27. bbbdddeee
I’m in the closet. It’s dark.
28. throwaway4557845587
My grandmother keeps a few pistols from her late husband in a filing cabinet. Last Christmas, my cousins and family were down here and one of my cousins’ husband noticed that one of her pistols had a round in it (it’s a revolver) and didn’t know why. Nobody did. Except me.
29. crazu
I’m a man, but I was raped by a woman while on gap year. I was 18, she was 23. I was drunk, abroad, I’d fended her off a few times before but we still had a polite flirty banter, she’d publicly embarrassed me in a professional place and thought she would fuck me to make up for it. I tried to tell her no but I’m not sure I was able to say the words, I definitely told her I was a virgin and didn’t want to. The worst part is that I then saw her again and slept with her again, I regret ever meeting her.
30. kingmic
Had a threesome during college with a 36yr old woman and her husband. Amazing experience.
31. handydandy1234
I fingered and made out with my best friend’s gf during a party one time. Yes, I’m a scumbag. I regret it everyday.
32. throwawaytoy1
I used to box and would run my small town. One day my friend didn’t show up to practice, so i ran to his house to see what was up. Well I thought id sneak inside and scare him since neither of his parents cars were in the driveway. I went inside and searched the entire house for him. Couldn’t find him. I got bored and started reading one of his dads playboys. Well i remembered we found his moms dildos in her top dresser so i thought is have another look. I pulled out a pink one about and inch wide and about 7 inches long. It was a vibrator. Well i had the idea to see what it felt like. So i got it wet with water, pulled my pants down, and spread my ass cheeks. I pushed it inside my ass. It hurt so bad! I kept it there for a few seconds and realized I might shit myself. So I took it out, rinsed it off and took a shit. It hurt running back to the boxing gym. Nobody else but me knows.
33. iamnott
When I was little, my grandfather would play weird “games” with me. I don’t remember most of them, but I knew he didn’t want my grandmother to know about it. Like I said I barely remember those days but I do remember him driving me kindergarten with his penis out, except he put yarn and eyes on it. Like it was a toy. He would talk though it too, in a lady like voice. I didn’t remember that memory until I turned 13. Since then I’ve had difficult with certain sexual encounters. One moment I would be having a good time, straddling my boyfriend and making out with him, until one wrong move I get paralyzed with fear and burst into sobs. I’m not entirely sure whether he abused me or not, and I am afraid to tell any of my family.
34. throwitallawayxx
I have had a longterm affair with a famous actor for the past 7 years. I have his child (now 5 years old) and he pays me a LOT of money to remain a secret. He bought me a house and gives me money monthly. Yes, we still hook up occasionally. He is married with children. I have never told a soul. I told my friends and family that I don’t know who the father is. I will perhaps tell my son one day. It’s hard living a lie. Thanks, Reddit.
35. SuperRamen
My sexual fantasy is to be a Pokemon used as a sex slave by its trainer.
36. Itsonlyforporn
I’ve never told anyone in the entire world before and it’s really fucked up, I lost my virginity to a female dog when I was 16. It’s by far the most fucked up thing I have ever done in my entire lifetime, If I could go back I would have never done it.
37. VOID_OWL
I’m a pervert. I’m attracted to anyone, especially androgynous people, and have a huge submission fetish. Meaning like, me being submissive. Weird for a guy. I really hope this account is still anonymous.
38. Username_of_Sean
I sexually fantasize about murdering, cooking, and eating people
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